Tuesday, December 14, 2004
It just dint happen in a day,I rather put it that way.First,it woz just a few words,then,smiles that broke the guards.Remember,those times when our roads crossed,and then,we pretended too engrossed,To shine a smile in visible tone,just one of the thousands,heart-born.Then, a stuttered hi and a staggering hello,the wall between us thawed to mellow.Now,times have changed and not many flutterbies,I talk out my heart,my laughters and cries.Strangely my friend,cocoons break every then and now,And words fumble to leave the bow.Many a smile I give to the virtual you,Many a thought across the distance through.In the ruffled silences between the chords,In the hurried glances between the words,I feel a strange beauty filling the ether,the kinda one flowing from trusting one-another.Friend,I say not ,"What would I do without you?";Rather, "My smiles would count to less,if not for you".
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Ppl,itz a new dawn for me...filled with new dreams,new hopes,new hues...yup..you gottit...years back,this day, I landed on earth!!The flag-off woz a good one...I'm talking about the calls that came to greet me...some as surprises,some as affirmations,.....and the loving people at the other end of the call.Lotsa happiness can make a person cry..believe me...I did!For all the love and warmth that surrounds me...I bow low and silently weep.What ve I done to deserve such a life?I find no answer...but then,the funda is what do I do with such a life.From hereon I ll paint my life that everyone who knows me, is happy to know me.....in my strokes I may err...but I still shall paint:)My folks,Thanks for making my life beautiful!Thank you God,consider yourself hugged !
Saturday, December 04, 2004
The spirit of the universe conspires to make the deepest desire of the heart to come true.My today trailed by the words of Paulo Coelho I got to lay my hands on 'Illusions-The Adventures of the reluctant messiah' by Richard Bach.After 'J.S'(thought I ll get a lil lazy about putting down 'Jonathan Seagull'),this book gives me another reason to go for Bach's.Guess next I ll go for 'The Bridge across forever'."Leave me on an island without food and water and I ll live.Leave me in a room without books and I shall perish."Hey,I wanted to say this!!!!Books open worlds to me...where I can swim in the waters of my imagination...to get into the mind of another...to perceive and understand at an elevated plane....to go beyond the visible and tangible...The adventurer in me.....thats the best part of me...the one I like the most in me.Now ....heading on a venture....c ya!!!
Friday, December 03, 2004
Off-late I ve been doing lotsa thinking.Conforming to common standards has never been me.Somehow, I just dont blend with the crowd...well there are ppl that I meet at my frequency,but some how I end up being the odd one...some times lonely.Growing up is something I ve to do alone....and so it shall be!Guess I'm growing up!!!!Now contemplating on the fairer side of life....I ve recently got bitten by the quiz bug and that keeps my enthu high.Swimming in nostalgia ...good old days....sitter...enthu..piece-of-cake stuff.......does nt make sense..huh??Does nt matter folks....Just know : Once I woz enthusiasm personified:)Speaking of my strange ways....mine are butter-fingers.Guess lotsa ppl out there must be laughing their hearts out...seeing me fumbling for my TT ball.Gotto work on a firmer hold and better reflex.I really am getting the hang of the game!!!!!I owe it all to my coaches.I see so much of myself in them...just that it does not work the other way ;)My long-awaited spring .....itz looming close: )How unfair I perceive life....I still have a reaon to be thankful:)Gotto be thankful for that!!!Wish I could do something out-of-the-box...something really jumpy and adventourous....Suggestions invited:)
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Ppl,I woz at this point of time, when I woz asking myself ,how happy I'm ,about doing all the talking myself.Also thinking about the season of fall in my orchard of friends...I felt lost in wilderness.Thanx a lot anonymous!!First,for your comment and then,for the thoughtfulness brimming in your words.I asked for a stroke of the brush and you ve given me a painting.These days I smile and play and talk ...but every emotion is streaked with the pining for my dear ones.I feel like a princess plundered off her kingdom....looking yearningly at happiness thru the eyes of the commoner.Of course...itz just a matter of distance...I still have my frenz!!But the distance still makes such a big difference !Looking forward to making my smiles smiles again !!!
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Ppl,Today I'm in a medley of emotions.First I'm sad coz itz like I'm having a repulsive effect on all my good friends :(Almost all of them are moving to different places!Then,I ve a smile on my face 'cos now I feel the intense impact they have on me.....how muchthey ve given of themselves....Pinne,starting this day glancing thru my blog, I feel happy....I ve had so many happy times..so many good times to cherish.Recollecting an incident can create,quite the same impact as the incident itself..naa?So reliving my special moments...Looking forward to making a good beginning today...the start of the month.Heading to work...Chao!!!Btw,Dear Anonymous,a comment or two would be of help : - )wat ya say??Missing on wat you gotto say....