Crazy me!!!

Ppl, Let me start off wishing you a very Happy New Year filled with love,light and laughter.And now moving on to how crazy I can get...you know,my blogging for the day I started else where and I finish it here...mad me!!!Then I woz alone, and now, here, in loving company.Now dont ask me watz so crazy about that??I always can ve an opinion of me....cant I??My blogging is so much like my life!!!I started some where with no clue as to where I wud go,and then I'm in this very beautiful part of the world where all the best of things and people engulf me...I rather put it people and things...you know,I ve the best of all ...but the one I treasure ..the best of friends!!!So sweetly strange is life and so gentle and loving her hands shez leading me unto ....Ppl,I think I'm getting to a little of overdoing this stuff.So let me stop here!!And boy!!!I dint tell you about my New Year's day!!!It wos the most beautiful baby I ve ever seen!!!A day when all eternity stopped just for me!!!Wat I feel about the day,no words are good enough to say...Lotsa good things happening ,for which I can just be humbly thankful.Ppl,if you are looking for a contented spirit ...count me as one...I can never ask for more!!!So,while I relish this big sweet apple pie of life thatz in front of me....you too bite into your cookie.Well cookie...that reminds me of yet another good time!!!Wat do I do??!!!Nothing Gab,just smile :)So while I stay smiling ,you stay smiling too!!!Wishing you all the smiles that the worls can hold!!!Or may much more that the world is not enough!!!Cheeeezzze :)

An ode to a friend...

It just dint happen in a day,I rather put it that way.First,it woz just a few words,then,smiles that broke the guards.Remember,those times when our roads crossed,and then,we pretended too engrossed,To shine a smile in visible tone,just one of the thousands,heart-born.Then, a stuttered hi and a staggering hello,the wall between us thawed to mellow.Now,times have changed and not many flutterbies,I talk out my heart,my laughters and cries.Strangely my friend,cocoons break every then and now,And words fumble to leave the bow.Many a smile I give to the virtual you,Many a thought across the distance through.In the ruffled silences between the chords,In the hurried glances between the words,I feel a strange beauty filling the ether,the kinda one flowing from trusting one-another.Friend,I say not ,"What would I do without you?";Rather, "My smiles would count to less,if not for you".

Flagging off another year...

Ppl,itz a new dawn for me...filled with new dreams,new hopes,new hues...yup..you gottit...years back,this day, I landed on earth!!The flag-off woz a good one...I'm talking about the calls that came to greet me...some as surprises,some as affirmations,.....and the loving people at the other end of the call.Lotsa happiness can make a person cry..believe me...I did!For all the love and warmth that surrounds me...I bow low and silently weep.What ve I done to deserve such a life?I find no answer...but then,the funda is what do I do with such a life.From hereon I ll paint my life that everyone who knows me, is happy to know me.....in my strokes I may err...but I still shall paint:)My folks,Thanks for making my life beautiful!Thank you God,consider yourself hugged !

Resumed reading...

The spirit of the universe conspires to make the deepest desire of the heart to come true.My today trailed by the words of Paulo Coelho I got to lay my hands on 'Illusions-The Adventures of the reluctant messiah' by Richard Bach.After 'J.S'(thought I ll get a lil lazy about putting down 'Jonathan Seagull'),this book gives me another reason to go for Bach's.Guess next I ll go for 'The Bridge across forever'."Leave me on an island without food and water and I ll live.Leave me in a room without books and I shall perish."Hey,I wanted to say this!!!!Books open worlds to me...where I can swim in the waters of my imagination...to get into the mind of another...to perceive and understand at an elevated plane....to go beyond the visible and tangible...The adventurer in me.....thats the best part of me...the one I like the most in me.Now ....heading on a venture....c ya!!!

Itz my life!!!

Off-late I ve been doing lotsa thinking.Conforming to common standards has never been me.Somehow, I just dont blend with the crowd...well there are ppl that I meet at my frequency,but some how I end up being the odd one...some times lonely.Growing up is something I ve to do alone....and so it shall be!Guess I'm growing up!!!!Now contemplating on the fairer side of life....I ve recently got bitten by the quiz bug and that keeps my enthu high.Swimming in nostalgia ...good old days....sitter...enthu..piece-of-cake stuff.......does nt make sense..huh??Does nt matter folks....Just know : Once I woz enthusiasm personified:)Speaking of my strange ways....mine are butter-fingers.Guess lotsa ppl out there must be laughing their hearts out...seeing me fumbling for my TT ball.Gotto work on a firmer hold and better reflex.I really am getting the hang of the game!!!!!I owe it all to my coaches.I see so much of myself in them...just that it does not work the other way ;)My long-awaited spring .....itz looming close: )How unfair I perceive life....I still have a reaon to be thankful:)Gotto be thankful for that!!!Wish I could do something out-of-the-box...something really jumpy and adventourous....Suggestions invited:)

To stop and to listen...

Ppl,I woz at this point of time, when I woz asking myself ,how happy I'm ,about doing all the talking myself.Also thinking about the season of fall in my orchard of friends...I felt lost in wilderness.Thanx a lot anonymous!!First,for your comment and then,for the thoughtfulness brimming in your words.I asked for a stroke of the brush and you ve given me a painting.These days I smile and play and talk ...but every emotion is streaked with the pining for my dear ones.I feel like a princess plundered off her kingdom....looking yearningly at happiness thru the eyes of the commoner.Of course...itz just a matter of distance...I still have my frenz!!But the distance still makes such a big difference !Looking forward to making my smiles smiles again !!!

My medley...

Ppl,Today I'm in a medley of emotions.First I'm sad coz itz like I'm having a repulsive effect on all my good friends :(Almost all of them are moving to different places!Then,I ve a smile on my face 'cos now I feel the intense impact they have on me.....how muchthey ve given of themselves....Pinne,starting this day glancing thru my blog, I feel happy....I ve had so many happy times..so many good times to cherish.Recollecting an incident can create,quite the same impact as the incident itself..naa?So reliving my special moments...Looking forward to making a good beginning today...the start of the month.Heading to work...Chao!!!Btw,Dear Anonymous,a comment or two would be of help : - )wat ya say??Missing on wat you gotto say....

On time...

Ppl,the unpredictability of life just gave a hard blow on my face.In the weekend that just passed by....I made some fond memories,fulfilling some long-awaited wishes,doing some close to heart stuff.Thankfully,I did what I had to do!!!Today,nothingz just the same.My life is........so much like a gushing torrent!!I never knew the importance of living in the present until my river made this swirl.Two lessons learnt from the weekend happening:1. Never make a decision when you ve given your brains away2. And dont use your brain when your heart's got something to sayI can but try ...to live in the present,for, my past is gone I dont have it,my future hasn't arrived and brooding over these,my present ,I merely forget :(From hereon,my efforts I ll make them steadfast that when I look back at my life,I dont regret the things I ve or haven't done.k,ppl,guess this is going a little too ...well...hmmm..forget it!!!Life calls....catch you later.

yippeeeee

yipppeeee!!Ppl,you know, today, I ve something really kool to blog!!!!!First ,for the first time in my life I got to wear a helmet!!Now dont take me for crazy!!!It woz a really funny feeling that made me sooooo happy:)I felt like a tiny little puppy taken for a walk in a big city,for the first time.It woz a medley of emotions...initially, I felt like a stupid ,but then the world looked so different with a helmet on,...so new,so beautiful in a strange sense!!!!The new perspective presented the scene with mysterious beauty .Now,coming to the really ultimate happening ...we won a set of TT against gooood players!!!Our's woz a mixed doubles match and both of us novice... may be it woz just a set...But it made a big difference to us.We started out feeling as under-dogs and then,... we realised then at the end of the match..we realized we were not that baad.Winning a set made us happy..but the other element that made me happier woz that something that has much to do with hope.Hope, sure, is a beautiful word....subtle yet sooo strong!!!Hope is God.....now I know!!Wat ya say???

Sleepy me...

yestereve,we were at the most happening place in town...had lotsa fun.Gotto meet the Mr.Right of Fussy-lil'-Miss.They make a kool pair :)Tomoro a new week starts and for me weekend is no different from a week-day.ppl,me very tired and exhausted...my thoughts getting fuzzy.....so me gonna catch up with the backlogs at sleep.These days am really getting the hang of my job...and that keeps me busy.Guess I ll say good night here!!!Remember we sleep under the same roof...haan?Good night follks!!!

Peace returns..

Ppl,after all the stress that had been thru for the couple of days,peace gently breezes in:)Someway,at the end of every tunnel I see light and I'm humbly thankful for that.Communication is such a vital part of any relationship..thankfully my little too analytical friend struck the right chord at the right time!!!A person likely to turn me into a cannibal...Yesterday woz markedly a day to celebrate life and I exactly did that...by myself ,under the moon,flirting stars,my favourite junk food and soft-drink....smiling ,thinking ...Boy,this is life...to cry all my tears and laugh all my laughters....to experience the beauty of the most subtle tender feelings,the gushing emotions...Today turned out to an equally sensible day,with a sense of purpose and feeling good about myself.The more ppl in my day....the more complete my day becomes...the richer I feel..

strange ways..

ppl,I'm really startled by the strange ways in which realtionships work!!!The past couple of days I ve been experiencing throbbing pain....as an outcome of too much love and too much tenderness.Sometimes I'm happy that therez someone who cares about me so much,but sometimes I'm sad that the care is of such intensity that it hurts the relationship."To care for someone is easy.To make someone care for you is difficult.But I really wonder how you make caring for you so easy for me!!"This SMS made so much sense to me.I think I'm making caring for me,a Herculian task!!!Whatever happens,my only wish is that I bring happiness to all ppl who know me.Or otherwise atleast not to be a thorn in their hearts....It hurts to hurt someone you love.

Sweet slumber

hmm..uhmm...ppl,me really sleepy today.Feel like I'm sleep walking around the whole day.Just had a few things to blog:->Went out of town from home.->Paid some formal visits->Met my Best Buddy->Went for a movie(VERY IMPORTANT:'Coz itz my dream come true)!->Had moon-lit dinnerppl,but why "->"?!!!!now I know,....my training is going way over my head...or...may be I'm living my training!!!ppl,my thinking is going volatile..Tomoro I gotto think of stuff to add to my dreamz list.As of now,planning to hit the sack soon.catch you later.Good night!!!

Sweet Home : )

Me back at home!!!!This place sure is my den!!!Here, I celebrate my catch or lick my wounds.....But at the end of the day...I'm happy at home.Back home I would nt call things warm and sunny...coz itzzz all pouring and fever has blanketed the festivity :(Today my experiments with cooking worked!!!I woz kinda responsible too...well,at home,thatz the last thing I 'm!!!My pop iz a sweeeet person and I love him soooo much.But on the contrary my means of communication is arguments.Arguments all the time!!!Thankz to our bad memories....we get easened off quick :)Yet another thought props up:"Distance makes the heart grow fonder".Sooo true!!Ppl,of all the things I have in my life....my peope I hold closest to my heart..Today I have a sense of accomplishment....it was trivial but made more sense to me!!Getting to meet a sweet friend and her hubby after a real long time made my yesterday happy.Me!!I forgot the word of wisdom that came from that meeek gal!!!Guess I ll keep that as a guideline for my life.Everyone needs a friend!!!!!

Yet another H A P P P P P P P P P P P P P P Y day!!!!

Ppl,the day started on a very low note with me missing home.But then,a magician came into the picture and with the swish of his wand(I shall call it that way!) I had a smile on my face!!!Geeee I'm still smiling...the magic stays!!!Today is one of those happy happy days when something that you least expect to happen happens!!!This sure is my day!!!!Someone painted it perfect for me!!!I really wonder how all these happens !How on earth does everyone of these people know that I need them in my life??!!!These happy things happening...they make me kinda humble and so thankful.If only I see God in tangible form,then I would give Him a BIG BEAR hug!!Thatz how much thankful I am!!Wishing and praying that you have as much happiness as ur hearts can hold!!You know, Godz my buddy and I ve an edge over you !!!Boy,I'm getting trumpetty!!!Keep smiling :)

Mess up!!!

Ppl,woz nt I talking about excitement the day would hold for me?Well,there woz a tinge of excitement that lined my day, but then I dint soar high...instead I messed it all up:(The day woz an ok one though.The festive season is fast approaching and thatz one reason for me to stay high.Me missing my near and dear ones :(ppl,I'm starting to miss home.Eagerly looking forward to heading to my den...Therez no place like home ...isn't it?I like it when ppl can keep up the spirit of festive season.I'm just trying to do that.Fireworks about to begin...Guess I ll wind up here and join the crowd..Have an explosive festive season!!!(Boy,thatz sounding morbid!!!)C ya tomoro..kto?

One normal day!!

ppl, today woz one normal day...nothing very happening.Me really bogged down by the normalcy of the day.Guess I ll wind up here.But then,you knoe one thing??Well you know many things!!!Tomoro is most likely to hold lotsa excitement for me!!!Donno if I'm gonna soar high or screw up ?!!Gotto wait n see.When the day is done,I ll let you know.Guess I ll have butterflies in my tummy.Anyways,I dont see birds around,atleast for now!May be the rains are keeping them in their nests.How about you ; pyou c birds...hmmm?

Caught in a whirlpool

Today,I woz caught in awhirlpool of emotions :The day started warm and sunny and I woz in a lazing ,mood.With music and a book, "One Minute Manager" ,I cuddled around until midday.Then started the grind!!!First,it woz a tiff with my very best friend ...and I felt very low.Then,at the end of the day,I got my smiles back : )After the muddle,the waters got clearer infact!!Then again,I had some unexpected visitors...not that I dint want them.Just thatthey turned in at the wrong time.Finally,the day ended with a happy note....ofcourse,it woz a good night call from my best friend!Laughters after tears are sweeter!!!Dont you think so??

H a p p p p p p....p p p y!

"Are you my dream realized?
Or,my fantasy come true?
You show me dew-drops and I see diamonds;
You smile and I see heaven...."

Someway,today reminded me of these lines that I came across sometime back.
This day caught me happy and smiling!!
The lasting moments (I ve so many of them!!) in life are the simple ones, which are filled with the tender pleasures in life......and today I had one such sweet memory made!
If jumping is measure of being happy....then the world would be all pits!!!
I'm sooooooo happy :)

I am thankful for the umpteen blessings I ve been showered with.
Today,I'm humbled by yet another.... the manifestation of a beautiful friendship
and an of the box adventure!
Ppl,I'm getting a little too sentient :)


" Who are the happiest people..

An artist whistling at work.
A child building sand castle.
A mother bathing her baby.
And me for having a friend like you"

Somebody said this before I could ;)

I see some serene beauty in these lines and the beauty of these lines
again remind me of a beautiful movie "Life is beautiful".
Sure!!!
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

ppl,guess I'm starting to babble...too happy to think I guess :)
So,smiling-off!!!(Oops I meant signing off!!)
Stay smiling :)

whatsoever....

Ppl I'm losing my enthu 4 my blog these days.It has become more of a ritual.Not that I've lost my passion ...but just that I'm preoccupied with too many thoughts...delving into thinking too much has over-powered my writing.Something important happened the prev. Sunday....strange...it did not have as much impact as it should.The closer I get to the other side of the river,I start to realize may be the grass is not that greener :) Wish I dont have to cross the river anyway.Speaking of anger,I really wish I knew how to make the most of the emotion.It sure is an art!I had always wanted to say the right things at the right time, in an assertive way and to get the message across.In some situations I'm strangled between two choices....to hurt or to get hurt....and somehow I'm not comfortable with the first and so I settle for the second ,just to find myself all the more uncomfortable :(Is there any place mid-way??